Hey

I just wanted to share how old knew I am each year and sometimes I don’t think people understand how far I’ve come. So I moved out of my mom’s house a year after graduating high school senior year.. and 3 to 4 months later moved out of my place because we got evicted. My first boyfriend, not in school or anything. Let me move in with him and his mother.. once I did that it just became very one-sided theory as if my things my food. My plays my time my space I’m giving you so be grateful energy..

And sometimes when somebody is showing you how they can treat you for the rest of your life and what they can only get to you I promise you that five months in that relationship is way too long. I heard of Billie, Eilish song today one of the words was like sold every piece of me. That one quote made me feel like I was to sit there and wait to be called wait to be needed with to be asked anything wait to be wanted. I choose not to feel that way again. And I hope you do too whoever you are.